It's been almost a year since I've started this part of my life. This part, from where you know me, and how you know me, as Amber. Before I was Amber I had a different name. I was new to the industry, a little baby-escort, finding her way as a baby-dear does when it shakily learns to use its legs. Some new phase, exciting, already felt to be my next catalyst for personal growth, the next way to propel me forward in my life. But I didn't really know how to walk safely, and so